Getting Inspired

After a look at my external reality and internal aspirations, I found myself questioning if the two were compatible for living my happy life. My brain turned off of rational thinking and focused on purpose, besides not managing to feel a sense of belonging and value. What am I doing here, right now? I have come a long way and I'm not ready to stop because my growth is not over, art is not over, and purpose with both are my passion. Not just for myself but to influence others. If each person stopped once they hit the top of where they were reaching for ... ?